In Azalea Valaine's Until I Have Healed You, the fate of the universe rests on the unlikely shoulders of Haera Raehn, a scarred werewolf battling a brutal past. Theos D’Or, the creator of the cosmos and ruler of the Primordial Godhead, desires Haera as his mate, a love prophesied since time began. However, his brother, Kheos, the fearsome god of destiny, unexpectedly intervenes, blurring the line between protective concern and power play. Their millennia-long rivalry intensifies as they both vie for Haera's attention, threatening to unravel the delicate balance of creation. This captivating story of love, destiny, and the clash of powerful gods promises a thrilling journey into a world of myth and magic.

Review Until I Have Healed You
Oh my goodness, where do I even begin with Until I Have Healed You? This book was a wild, breathtaking ride, and I'm still reeling from the experience! Azalea Valaine has crafted a truly unique world, a masterful blend of Greek mythology and theology that feels both familiar and entirely new. I admit, the initial introduction of the new language and the world-building took me a little while to fully grasp. The first 20% felt a bit slow as I navigated this unfamiliar linguistic landscape, but once it clicked, I was completely swept away.
The author's world-building is exceptional. It's not just about creating a new setting; it's about creating a living, breathing ecosystem with its own internal logic and consequences. The way she weaves in the theological aspects, particularly the intricacies of the Primordial Godhead's relationships, is truly impressive. You feel the weight of their millennia-old history, the tensions simmering between brothers, and the depth of their power.
And then there's Haera. Her character is so powerfully drawn; her anguish, her despair, her fierce determination to survive… it all felt so real and palpable. You feel her trauma acutely, and her slow journey towards healing is both heartbreaking and incredibly inspiring. I loved her vulnerability; it's so refreshing to read a female character who doesn't shut down in the face of trauma but instead, with support, allows herself to process and grow. Her transformation in wolf form? Pure badassery.
Theos, her fated mate, is a complex character, and I loved that. He's a god, the creator of the universe, yet he's flawed and makes mistakes. His initial interactions with his brothers are frustrating, almost infuriating at times, but watching him evolve and build better relationships thanks to Haera's influence is one of the book's greatest strengths. Their relationship is a slow burn, but the payoff is immense. The intimacy, the emotional connection, the tenderness… it all felt utterly earned.
And let's not forget Kheos. This character absolutely stole my heart. His worried concern for Haera, his fierce protectiveness, his devotion to his brother's happiness... he's a complex and sympathetic character who deserves all the love. The fact that he created Haera only added to the beauty and emotional weight of their interactions.
The plot itself is captivating. The action is thrilling, the romance is scorching hot, and the emotional depth is profound. It's a story that explores themes of trauma, healing, family dynamics, and the power of love in ways that felt both original and deeply resonant. The "Zeus and Hera retelling" aspect adds another layer of intrigue, and the author's unique twist on this classic myth is brilliant.
While there were trigger warnings needed (and thankfully provided!), the payoff of this emotional and fantastical journey was worth every moment. The ending left me on a high, eager to dive into the rest of the series. This isn't just a romance; it's a full-fledged epic fantasy, a tale of love, loss, and the enduring power of hope. I highly recommend Until I Have Healed You to anyone looking for a captivating and emotionally charged read.
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- Dimensions: 5 x 1.41 x 8 inches
- Language: English
- Print length: 561
- Publication date: 2024
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